{"id":654,"date":"2011-09-15T01:42:17","date_gmt":"2011-09-15T01:42:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.deegardner.com\/new\/?p=654"},"modified":"2011-09-15T01:42:17","modified_gmt":"2011-09-15T01:42:17","slug":"constantly-starting-over","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.deegardner.com\/new\/2011\/09\/15\/constantly-starting-over\/","title":{"rendered":"constantly starting over"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It seems the last few years I have been constantly starting over and trying to reinvent myself.  Every few months I&#8217;m at it again, reading some new philosophy, a tweak on an old idea,  I&#8217;ve tried many new approaches, taken lots of advice and for what? <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve found a bunch of things that I haven&#8217;t been able to make work.  Not so much that they are bad ideas, but I just can&#8217;t make them gain any traction in my situation. It also seems that lots of things I am associated with seem to spin out of control quickly, and being on the edge of most of these situations I am spun off violently.<\/p>\n<p>So here I am again trying to start another situation. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It seems the last few years I have been constantly starting over and trying to reinvent myself. Every few months I&#8217;m at it again, reading some new philosophy, a tweak on an old idea, I&#8217;ve tried many new approaches, taken lots of advice and for what? I&#8217;ve found a bunch of things that I haven&#8217;t [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_lmt_disableupdate":"","_lmt_disable":"","_genesis_hide_title":false,"_genesis_hide_breadcrumbs":false,"_genesis_hide_singular_image":false,"_genesis_hide_footer_widgets":false,"_genesis_custom_body_class":"","_genesis_custom_post_class":"","_genesis_layout":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-654","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-je2013","7":"entry"},"modified_by":"D. Gardner","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p32Jie-ay","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.deegardner.com\/new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/654","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.deegardner.com\/new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.deegardner.com\/new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.deegardner.com\/new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.deegardner.com\/new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=654"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.deegardner.com\/new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/654\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":655,"href":"https:\/\/www.deegardner.com\/new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/654\/revisions\/655"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.deegardner.com\/new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=654"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.deegardner.com\/new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=654"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.deegardner.com\/new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=654"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}